A-Void

A-void, is what you do
when you turn your heart to dust
because you do not want to feel anymore
what do you fear more?
the regrets to haunt you
or to haunt another you reject?
Just pretend, that's your game
pretend to be-friend, pretend to be-lie
just pretend, to be, a single word, a letter Be
try your hardest, it will not help
you know true, your heart is in pain
your sorrow shows, but you be-lie
you a-void accept what hides
not what you pretend to be-hide
but what you deny
emotions surrounding your mind
clouding what you thought was right
now is not clear anymore
your worst fears are coming alive
you thought you were
but now you are not
your thoughts betray you
your heart betrays you
your soul betrays you
what you thought was right is now wrong
what you thought would be yours now is not
what you felt was going to be is going away
it is driving you insane
what is it that you really feel?
it happen, didn't it?
you fell for the one you tought the least